Live All Messed Up

Another day wasted out of time I can't get out of this Altered state of mind I'm going overboard My conscience meets decline Into reality I know this can't be fine Cause I'm all messed up Making prefect nonsense Drowning in my doubt too well Cause I'm all messed up Going nowhere fast but circles in my mind So blind Who are these voices in my head I can't go on like this Living like the dead I haven't slept so long Feeling sad I dread I'm talking to myself Forgot what I just said Cause I'm all messed up Making perfect nonsense Drowning in my doubt too well Cause I'm all messed up Going nowhere fast but circles in my mind So blind Well I hold my only enemy as closely as a friend And I sold my own reality to further my descent Self-destruction taking over it's so easy to pretend Introduction to this nightmare may never end Can anyone help me drag my heels I'm running overtime I can't hold down my meals My mind is racing by Staring blankly feels Like pulling out my teeth While this engine winds Cause I'm all messed up Making perfect nonsense Drowning in my doubt too well Cause I'm all messed up Going nowhere fast but circles in my mind So blind